poops

Everything is so hazy, fuzzy. It feels like a drill being thrust up my right ears and the adjacent temple to it. In my head I was like a broken radio, like a wrecked stereo.

Like when you have your index finger into your ears; it was like that. I was speaking too soft, and I had no idea about it. When I was singing, I suddenly realised, my pitching was all over the place.

Funnily enough I was not too concern about my hearing.. or by the fact that if I were a bat, I would totally be flying into trees, and hunting insects would be a problem for me.

I lost my head.

I keep telling myself everyone poops. It may be painful at first, it may deliver relief... but it sure is messy.