on abeyance... but this has to be here

Normally,
I wouldn't feel bad doing anything.
I live by THE motto;
No regrets,
No perhaps,
Just Do It.

But,
Having a good reputation doesn't mean anything;
if you can't feel good about yourself...
if you know what you did was absolutely wrong...

You just have to accept that you are the catalyst;
one which we can hope never to be available for use again;
or one which has a low turnover rate;
Perhaps sodium channel blockers may help against the pain.
You are strong.

Don't do today what you can never undo tomorrow.