barely breathing

If only you knew...
That all my life,
I wanted someone like you to come along
To change my life like you have done.

Right now
I just wanna lose myself.
I feel all the way at the back right now...
Time stolen from me.
Purpose disarray.

But I am hanging on...
Because this was not how you wanted it to be.
So in pain, I know I can find healing.

I guess I never knew
That you could ever mean so much.