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Wednesday, December 16, 2009
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This is me in Second Life.Our Pharmacy module requires us to create an account. Otherwise, this would totally bore me. And yup.. wearing labcoat. GMP rules still in used
Oh... and free advertisement... Avatar opens today in cinema! :D
Friday, December 11, 2009
my day off...
How to write your daily horoscope....
Play your music at random - about 20 songs. So the titles will be something like that...
Far away True love at last Sometimes My destiny Believe True Patience This boy's fire Rule the world The way it used to be Take it all All day Fix you Hungry love Angel of music When you believe I do now To life Have yourself a merry little christmas Have yourself a merry little christmas
Then rewrite it nicely... to suit all people in general... at any given time.
Although Far away, you may find your true love at last. Sometimes your destiny Believes in True Patience. This person's fire Rule the world. The way it used to be, Take it all, All day to Fix your Hungry love. (As a prayer) Angel of love, When you believe, I do now! To life!
Now, Have yourself a great day! Have yourself a little day off!
Well yea... something like that... :p Can you do any better?
Play your music at random - about 20 songs. So the titles will be something like that...
Far away True love at last Sometimes My destiny Believe True Patience This boy's fire Rule the world The way it used to be Take it all All day Fix you Hungry love Angel of music When you believe I do now To life Have yourself a merry little christmas Have yourself a merry little christmas
Then rewrite it nicely... to suit all people in general... at any given time.
Although Far away, you may find your true love at last. Sometimes your destiny Believes in True Patience. This person's fire Rule the world. The way it used to be, Take it all, All day to Fix your Hungry love. (As a prayer) Angel of love, When you believe, I do now! To life!
Now, Have yourself a great day! Have yourself a little day off!
Well yea... something like that... :p Can you do any better?
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
unveiled
The moment you share that bit of news with a gasp and a "tee-hee" with that close buddy of yours, did you ever think that it would be closely guarded for good?
Whatever analogy you want to use, secrets are like the perfume people wear. They are like the "surprise" birthday parties we ourselves expect. They are like the weight that we gain. They are like the cost a gift. Sooner or later, people are bound to know... just like the recipe of a certain bakery in Malaysia.
People say I am rather secretive. I think I am just like everyone else. We all have our secrets. Sometimes, we feel that certain things are not necessary for others to know. Let's take A for example. I have known A for soooo loooong. It has been quite awhile since we hung out. I see him fairly often, and we would do small talks just to update ourselves on things. So it came as a surprised when I found out he knows B. Well alright... the world is small. So, fair enough. Okay... so nothing seemed so secretive here right? Wait..
So, B. Not much I can say. Just that we only knew each other. So anyway, we all had this big gathering, just to meet up. I got to know many of their friends. And somehow or rather, they chose that day to make a 'memorable' day for both A and B. Initially, I was confused by what's going on. I was evenmisleaded into thinking pleasantly surprised they were
So, anyway... they proceeded to take pictures of everyone there. However, little did A and B know, that every single picture was just focused on them. So... yea... plenty of zooms and awkward camera angles. That's one way secrets can be unveiled. Two people whom I know fairly long enough, and not a word was shared about each other... ever! .... till that day.
Somehow, I was given the title CNN. It's a bit untrue. Sometimes I do filter, and I do keep secrets. So, I think that it's only half true that I am a 'pat kong' (gossip guy). I am not a Perez, nor a Richard. Perhaps my reputation precede me. I have learnt that 'with great power comes great responsibility' wtf... the hard way. I leaked some news out, which I never had expect to spread like wildfire. It did, leaving quite a destruction behind. From then, I vowed to use my 'ability' only for good purposes.
So, the news about A and B... well it wasn't that big of deal actually. But one of them didn't want it to resonate out of the circle. So it was just a few of us delocalised electrons that knew about it. But, as stressed earlier. Secrets?? Bah humbug! There's no such thing. Sometimes depending on the variety of external and internal factors, its half-life is quite small. In this case, after only 1 month, I heard the first crack in the dam. Some common friends deduced something... which was as accurate as they could be (My friends are smart). I actually didn't expect them to notice so well. But, granted with my 'ability', I covered for that friend. And I think all was forgotten. But I think the next crack would surely cause the flood. *Shrugs*
So... yea... my blog can be quite dead at times. Sometimes, I could have sworn I heard crickets in the background. But that's prob just me, grinding my teeth, while thinking what to write, pondering if I should let you kids into my sugary home. Since, all secrets aren't meant to last, I figured there should be no reason not to hide anymore. I have told someone the same thing, so it's only honourable to actually practise what I had preached. And, with that, I welcome you, the selected few, to lose yourselves, and waste your precious study time reading my mindless, meaningless, cryptic tales of the twisted mind, which is yours truly... Grinch :D
Whatever analogy you want to use, secrets are like the perfume people wear. They are like the "surprise" birthday parties we ourselves expect. They are like the weight that we gain. They are like the cost a gift. Sooner or later, people are bound to know... just like the recipe of a certain bakery in Malaysia.
People say I am rather secretive. I think I am just like everyone else. We all have our secrets. Sometimes, we feel that certain things are not necessary for others to know. Let's take A for example. I have known A for soooo loooong. It has been quite awhile since we hung out. I see him fairly often, and we would do small talks just to update ourselves on things. So it came as a surprised when I found out he knows B. Well alright... the world is small. So, fair enough. Okay... so nothing seemed so secretive here right? Wait..
So, B. Not much I can say. Just that we only knew each other. So anyway, we all had this big gathering, just to meet up. I got to know many of their friends. And somehow or rather, they chose that day to make a 'memorable' day for both A and B. Initially, I was confused by what's going on. I was even
So, anyway... they proceeded to take pictures of everyone there. However, little did A and B know, that every single picture was just focused on them. So... yea... plenty of zooms and awkward camera angles. That's one way secrets can be unveiled. Two people whom I know fairly long enough, and not a word was shared about each other... ever! .... till that day.
Somehow, I was given the title CNN. It's a bit untrue. Sometimes I do filter, and I do keep secrets. So, I think that it's only half true that I am a 'pat kong' (gossip guy). I am not a Perez, nor a Richard. Perhaps my reputation precede me. I have learnt that 'with great power comes great responsibility' wtf... the hard way. I leaked some news out, which I never had expect to spread like wildfire. It did, leaving quite a destruction behind. From then, I vowed to use my 'ability' only for good purposes.
So, the news about A and B... well it wasn't that big of deal actually. But one of them didn't want it to resonate out of the circle. So it was just a few of us delocalised electrons that knew about it. But, as stressed earlier. Secrets?? Bah humbug! There's no such thing. Sometimes depending on the variety of external and internal factors, its half-life is quite small. In this case, after only 1 month, I heard the first crack in the dam. Some common friends deduced something... which was as accurate as they could be (My friends are smart). I actually didn't expect them to notice so well. But, granted with my 'ability', I covered for that friend. And I think all was forgotten. But I think the next crack would surely cause the flood. *Shrugs*
So... yea... my blog can be quite dead at times. Sometimes, I could have sworn I heard crickets in the background. But that's prob just me, grinding my teeth, while thinking what to write, pondering if I should let you kids into my sugary home. Since, all secrets aren't meant to last, I figured there should be no reason not to hide anymore. I have told someone the same thing, so it's only honourable to actually practise what I had preached. And, with that, I welcome you, the selected few, to lose yourselves, and waste your precious study time reading my mindless, meaningless, cryptic tales of the twisted mind, which is yours truly... Grinch :D
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
viva la vida
"This is something we should all read at least once a week."
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio.
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:"
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio.
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:"
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first pay check.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first pay check.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."
- Taken from AK -
Monday, November 30, 2009
time to eat serious cereal
It's December...
Christmas holidays is coming... trips.. presents... family... friends...
Exams!! It's just around the corner... Have to start putting extra efforts from now on...
Lots of things have been going on... just couldn't find the time to write...
Hmmm... I find listening to "Return to Innocence" by Enigma sure can help de-stress.
AIYAYAAAAAA OOOAAAYAAYAAA.... :D :D :D
Instead of whining or complaining about things, I manage to channel those unwanted energy into singing the chorus of this song! :D :D :D
Ooohh... and I am listening to this song... Smile by Uncle Kracker!! It's so positive and uplifting!! If you need a smile, just listen and sing to the lyrics of this song! :D
Christmas holidays is coming... trips.. presents... family... friends...
Exams!! It's just around the corner... Have to start putting extra efforts from now on...
Lots of things have been going on... just couldn't find the time to write...
Hmmm... I find listening to "Return to Innocence" by Enigma sure can help de-stress.
AIYAYAAAAAA OOOAAAYAAYAAA.... :D :D :D
Instead of whining or complaining about things, I manage to channel those unwanted energy into singing the chorus of this song! :D :D :D
Ooohh... and I am listening to this song... Smile by Uncle Kracker!! It's so positive and uplifting!! If you need a smile, just listen and sing to the lyrics of this song! :D
Thursday, November 26, 2009
still searching
In life,
we keep going forward.
Our past as the Bible,
our future, destiny.
Along the way,
our journey,
fills with beautiful sights and sounds.
Life's miracles,
maketh us feel blessed.
But,
the road we take isn't straight.
It's winding and there are many intersections.
Every wrong turn
is a mislead,
a misfortune.
But every wrong turn,
adds a new chapter to our Bible,
and with learning,
a better future.
we keep going forward.
Our past as the Bible,
our future, destiny.
Along the way,
our journey,
fills with beautiful sights and sounds.
Life's miracles,
maketh us feel blessed.
But,
the road we take isn't straight.
It's winding and there are many intersections.
Every wrong turn
is a mislead,
a misfortune.
But every wrong turn,
adds a new chapter to our Bible,
and with learning,
a better future.
- JeKylL -
Monday, November 23, 2009
solve-ation?
Always I have tried to live...
I stroll through life's meadow,
I leap and I fall,
down onto a huge haystack.
I sneeze.
I open my eyes,
and I am in the classroom,
I see someone,
Did a double take...
But I ended up in a car,
Where are we going?
I am hungry.
I yawn.
I am dissolution back,
into where I am not sure.
This illusion,
is it the solution?
And then I am gone...
again...
I stroll through life's meadow,
I leap and I fall,
down onto a huge haystack.
I sneeze.
I open my eyes,
and I am in the classroom,
I see someone,
Did a double take...
But I ended up in a car,
Where are we going?
I am hungry.
I yawn.
I am dissolution back,
into where I am not sure.
This illusion,
is it the solution?
And then I am gone...
again...
- JeKylL -
terms of endearment
There's nothing left I can do.
I am helpless to right the wrongs.
Words have escaped me far too easily.
I am now at loss.
People know the past can't change.
I thought I knew the path I was going through.
I didn't foresee the bumps and humps.
Up and down I go.
But not really going anywhere.
Such is what I am going through...
I sacrifise my love for her,
to see her happy once more,
to see her free from her troubles,
to see her no more in pain.
I am helpless to right the wrongs.
Words have escaped me far too easily.
I am now at loss.
People know the past can't change.
I thought I knew the path I was going through.
I didn't foresee the bumps and humps.
Up and down I go.
But not really going anywhere.
Such is what I am going through...
- JeKylL -
I had made the error. I knew straight away it was that. But I was pushed and coerced by emotions, I had not anticipate the consequences it had bequeath upon me. What was I to do but hope nature and God will guide me through this mess I had cast upon myself. I grieved but there was none to hear. I shudder at the thoughts that ran through my mind. How could I forgive myself?
The French Light hadn't been shining brightly. It made me tear with agony seeing the beautiful star dim with the awful clouds. But everyday I had faith that the next day she will shine through once more. I often wonder whether the gravitational pull I have for this star made her wobble on her orbit, whether it was I who had cause the black shadow to have shrouded this beauty of a light.
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty
- Guilty by Blue -
The French Light hadn't been shining brightly. It made me tear with agony seeing the beautiful star dim with the awful clouds. But everyday I had faith that the next day she will shine through once more. I often wonder whether the gravitational pull I have for this star made her wobble on her orbit, whether it was I who had cause the black shadow to have shrouded this beauty of a light.
And so last night, I couldn't take it anymore. If there's nothing left for me, if there's nothing left to salvage, if there's no chance to divert back to path once laid before me, I made up my mind to at least let go of everything to make someone else happy. And so, I made a deal with God.
and everything that comes with it,This shall be my legacy.
With all my heart,
I sacrifise my love for her,
to see her happy once more,
to see her free from her troubles,
to see her no more in pain.
This morning, I awoke feeling numb, yet hopeful. And three hours later, I realised my wish had come true. I see the glow I thought I would never see again. And then I was delighted for her. I was happy that everyone else noticed the change. I feel like it's all back to normal.
But...
For me...
The pangs that stretched from deep within the core of my soul still lingers and persist... It hurt so much more than before... But I am strong. I shall carry this on my sleeve. My only wish is to see her happy and so much more. And so...
and so... we can no longer cross paths anymore, and for that, I can no longer be in love with her. This unbreakable vow will forever bind me.
Planets have to continue revolving. I guess I would have to move on in my orbit.
But...
For me...
The pangs that stretched from deep within the core of my soul still lingers and persist... It hurt so much more than before... But I am strong. I shall carry this on my sleeve. My only wish is to see her happy and so much more. And so...
and so... we can no longer cross paths anymore, and for that, I can no longer be in love with her. This unbreakable vow will forever bind me.
This is my legacy.
Planets have to continue revolving. I guess I would have to move on in my orbit.
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