dying

I am not feeling very well at all. Yesterday, I slept 18 hrs+. Today? So far... 3 hrs+ since 8am. I am on Stimetil, an anti-vomit drug, which happens to be sedative, and a POM. So I am feeling really lethargic. I vomited twice yesterday. And only had two meals in the last 48hrs. The others have been vomited out. This isn't the sort of detox I had in mind after coming back from holidays. And my studies? I am very worried. Getting really nervous. I don't have much time left. Less than 2 weeks before the first paper. I am needing a prayer. I am needing a miracle.